POEM OF THE MONTH:

HEARTBREAK IN SMALL TOWN, NEW YORK
by Kim Felder

I.
Where does all the love go?
I wish I knew, for if I did
Then I would spend my days collecting it.
In tiny little bottles, teardrop by teardrop,
Or, perhaps gently slowing its wings
With butterfly nets of silk web.
Chasing it through the flourishing meadows
Of red roses and valentines;
Past endless candle light dinners.
Beyond thought or logic or reason.
For the key to catching it is remembering
That there is never any thought to its path,
Never logic to its step,
Never reason for its birth or death or life at all.
Perchance that's its attraction: the chase.
The knowing, by all of the bright eyed
And rosy cheeked innocents
That you can never destroy
Something that you never fully created.

II.
Of course, for a time, you provide a haven for the love -
In your hearts and minds
(With only truly precious occasions causing it
To reach with in the soul).
Yet, harbor it as you will
From a world of cruelty and shame,
It is never exclusively yours.
It would not be content to be strictly tied to one,
Certainly, if shared by two, it can be persuaded to stay
For a little time longer, but not an eternity;
Never an eternity.

III.
Asking to keep the love for a time without end
Would make the love weary,
Slipping it into a realm of neither
Walks into the sunset
Nor letters sealed with eager kisses.
And thus, weary love, hidden behind routine
And tied snugly to obligation,
With not a breath left
To whisper good wishes into a lovers ear
Will flee and go, where it wishes no one to know
With whom it might next be found.

VENETIAN BLINDS
by Clifford K. Watkins, Jr.


It's never relevant
the  mouth is an arid
cotton desert
breathing thru lungs of black
mined  coal
torching the mind
excavating a soul
a rapid fire of happy  hearts
where wisdom falters and destiny embarks
on a ceremony where life  flickers in simple sparks
following the streets
cursing a mockery of  dreams
the last gasp of a fiend
clasping a crucifix
wallowing in the  obscene
like a serpent in a cavern below
waiting to be uncovered and  exposed
hearts flutter
bodies contract in electric motions
of  silvery-green heat lightning
startling yet enlightening

THE WILDERNESS
by Clifford K. Watkins, Jr.


the wilderness is a portrait of  realness
a lost world eternally captured in stillness
coal black eyes burn  in salty surprise
god is a fleeting memory
heaven a soft chorus
eyes  squinting
fixated in the worried womb of the bleeding forest
kill the  poor
and feed the florists
she ponders in a plethora of fiery  carcinogens
legs open ready for sin
chasing her lost horizon
are we  infinity
horizons saturated in radiant hues reveal true divinity
dance in  the acid rain
faith and dances
dying and chanting in obscene ritual  pain
I'll pinch a smidgen of religion
a torpid legion
minds  asunder
coveting separate regions
wallowing maniacally
bathing in the  acid rain
it always ends the  same

SURVIVE ME
by Rana Kelly

You told me to sleep with the angels
I lay down in blood alone
Waited six winters and the letting came so hard
Time seemed strange
And I forgot your face in dreams
Four years I’m undead.
But yesterday you
Sang to my pendulum,
And she swings to you,
Just like I do,
Lulled by the dark of your eyes.
Not so stupid so, am I.
Blessed black waters flow over me now,
And I want your words against my ears
Like you used to be.
In the fit of my jeans,
Carry you around in crevices like a stain
And you swallowed me so long ago,
Choke on me now
Hold hard in your throat my memory
I won’t let you go,
Easy through my teeth now,
Never so sure as not.
And you don’t know about me
But I do.
And I am complete
Come on and over to me
Hold over for another winter.
Bury yourself in new snow.
Survive me.

***

IT'S THOSE LITTLE THINGS
by Floriana Hall


Coincidences happen every day
That make life more interesting
And make one realize that
It really is a small world after all.

You start to drown
But someone saves you in time,
Your life goes on
To find your niche.

You float away in a cloud of dance
And meet  your soul mate,
The feeling is mutual.,
It must have been meant to be.

Before a trip, you have an accident,
Totaled car means canceled vacation.
Meanwhile, there's a death in the family
So you are where you need to be.

You have a dream or nightmare,
Your child has the identical dream,
What's scary is the dream becomes reality
And makes you wonder.

You take a trip to Disney
And run into a neighbor
Who lives down the street,
One you never see while at home.

You receive a beautiful card
And another just like it is delivered,
Both daughters thinking alike
To please their mother.

You are lonely for a while
So visit some epitaphs,
On your doorstep is a stray kitten
You learn to love, togetherness.

You see a name you think you recognize
And find out it's the daughter of
Someone you met in Antarctica years ago,
What a joy to talk to her!

Every day brings something new,
Chance and circumstance,
It's these little things we experience
That make the world go round.

A WATER LILY’S ADVICE
By John Ellis


Oh lovely squatting bloom
With a soft magenta hue
With little yellow eyelets
Filled with morning dew.

Come speak, O rosy one,
My heart is far above,
But my lady gives a shove
And says to hell with love.

What shall I do, my dainty one?
Oh dear one, what did you say--
That I should go and give a bray
And do not come another day?

HAVE SOUP, WILL TRAVEL
By Patricia Wellingham-Jones


I carry frozen soup to my friend in her cave
(she's been hibernating since late last summer).


We drop the cubes in pots, add water and heat.
I coax her out of the house with promises


not to talk of writing, or children, or health. Filled coffee mugs
in hand, we go for a wander. Through acres of wild mustard,


star thistle, hidden snakes, we find respite
under live oak draped in grape. Vines twist


through gnarled branches like tangled hair.
Bottomland covered, mugs drained, we trudge uphill


toward home,  past the hollowed tree trunk littered
with small bones, one red and black woodpecker feather.


The rich smell of bean-barley soup drifts on a breeze. I
am welcome with my comfort food, outsider's voice


so long as I, too, melt away
when the soup is gone.
ADVICE TO A YOUNG WRITER
By Patricia Wellingham-Jones


I say, fling it all out there,
anyone who wants it
can have it. It?
Words won through brainstorms,
like gold stars winking at pyramid tops,
spiders spinning threads to the moon,
handles cranking out ideas like well water.
Don’t clutch what you’ve learned
to your bosom
with tight-crossed arms.
Toss it into the ether,
fling it high,
let it drift from the clouds,
spatter each upturned face
with the eager joy
of rushing words.


Former psychology researcher, writer, editor, lecturer Patricia Wellingham-Jones has recently been published in Edgz, Ibbetson Street Press, Underground Window, HazMat Review, Ink&Ashes, Long Story Short. She is a three-time Pushcart Prize nominee. Her newest books are Belt of Transit (PWJ Publishing) and Hormone Stew (Snark Publishing); also published is Don’t Turn Away: Poems about Breast Cancer. Her website is www.wellinghamjones.com .

OUT OF THE GROUND
(To The Victims Of The Mine Disasters)
by Linda Grazulis


Out of the ground
rise the souls of brave men
who worked with courage
to feed families,
put a roof over their heads,
and clothes on their backs.
One day unexpected...
shock and despair.
Trapped... with pick and shovel
in conditions too dangerous
to ever dream of making a living with -
the miners faced a dreadful challenge.
With sweaty brows and racing hearts,
these dedicated men searched
for any possibility of escape.
Trapped... they prayed fervently
to the Creator for deliverance.
But if not rescued, then to hear God
cry out, "I receive you now."
"Come home to me miners...
to streets paved with gold
instead of coal dust.
Stand tall and release your
fears and loss of breath.
Come home...
and finally be free of the ground
which you were created."

Linda C. Grazulis, born in Pittsburgh, PA, loves writing since her first poem published in the fourth grade newspaper.  She attended the Community College and learned how to work the computer and Microsoft office.  Linda has been published with Blue Mountain Arts in which she had an Easter greeting card published and was printed in two of their books entitled, "MARRIAGE IS A PROMISE OF LOVE," and "BELIEVE AND SUCCEED."  She has also been publishing by Salesian Inspirational Books, Ideals Magazine, and The Upper Room, (A Meditation Devotional).  Linda belongs to the Poet's Nook which is led by Floriana Hall.  She was also printed in their latest book, "TOUCHING THE HEARTS OF GENERATIONS."  She now resides in Cuyahoga Falls with her husband.
SURRENDER
by Russell Bittner


It was cold where I stood ranting
till you offered me a shelter,
took me in and made me swelter till mid-morning.
I tunneled down and trundled through,
probed your copper core and knew,
stone-faced, you’d command it:  Do my bidding!



Then I became your convert;
my conversion made you tremble;
though I writhed, I never railed against your tactic.
I was your spindle, and you spun me,
while I whirled alone and wrestled
through a solid hedge of nettle into flame.



But when I sought to own you,
tried to plumb and then to mine you,
tried, in vain, to strip your craven core,
against God and me you raved,
so that no lamb could be saved
by some charitable angel passing over.



You closed your eyes like callow youth,
feigned a little love.  In truth –
life’s irony much reveled in our fiction.
For once you’d staked and flagged me,
just as quick did you discard me,
like some trash upon some heap upon some floor.



But now I ask you:  Am I useful,
lying quiet, keeping still
as a doormat, or upon it, just a stain?
Call me feckless!  Call me fiend!
Call me thug or call me dung!
Call me anything at all… but let me stay?



Your shop is closed.  Your door is shut.
Now you rise and now you strut –
as contemptuous as a pirate pitching ballast –
on down the hall, out to the porch,
to seek another’s blazing torch
as ever fresher revelations blight our pathos.



I’ve walked the dog.  I’ve paid the rent.
I concede – let’s fold the tent.
If it must be, so it shall be.  I’ll move on.
And though I can’t be with you,
let me last of all beseech you –
now his lover, to be liquorish till the end.






THE THRUPPLE TREE:  AN ODE
By John Ellis

All praise to thee, thy Majesty.
We love the fluttering flippiness
of thy enchanting square leaves.
One whose branches hear
the throstle's thrilling trill,
the lark's lusceious leaps,
the jary's jarring jerks,
and the robin's robust rill.

Their glittering reflections
ripple the countryside.
Thy cleansing sweetness
sprinkles the remaining rain.

Peter and his lovely Ultrajean
place initials in the sturdy trunk,
which spell 'PU' for ever.
I stand tall before thee.

All praise to there, thy Majesty
SHADOWS
by Marie Delgado  Travis


I sit alone on a park  bench.
A playful breeze musses my  hair
And covers me with  kisses
As you once  did.

The memory  of
Our walks  together
Clutches my heart  
Until I  can
No longer  breathe
Nor bear the  weight.

My eyes cloud at the  glimpse
Of our passing  shadows;
Throat swells with the
Sound of your  name,
Unuttered.

So many  years...
And my soul  still
Cannot  accept
That those two lovers  
Died in their  youth,
And what once was  truth
Can never be that again.



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MARIE  DELGADO TRAVIS is an award-winning writer.  She writes poetry and prose in  English and Spanish.  Her poem, "The Window" recently won Second Prize in  the international Tom Howard Poetry Contest (over 1,600 entries received). 
Marie's web site is _http://hometown.aol.com/marilutravis/index.html_
(http://hometown.aol.com/marilutravis/index.html) 
Write to her at poetexx@aol.com

THE REAL OBJECT OF HER AFFECTIONS
by Russell Bittner


Was not, nor is, nor yet shall be
some piddling thing too flagrantly
displayed for sale that she might buy,
and by her purchase satisfy

the loss that only time will heal
as things, an sich, cannot anneal
the heart of one mad-lonely tart,
who now with needy shopping cart

goes screaming down the aisle –
to pick and pluck from every pile
a swatch of this, a scrap of that,
like discount-addled acrobat

or coupon tatterdemalion,
turned sales-struck abecedarian.
At which point, thoughts of quiddity
are cuffed by her cupidity

as frenzied cart goes all amuck,
she’s heart- and cartless, out of luck,
without the stuff to lick the gloss
off lips that merely lisp the loss

of matters that would seal her fate –
hence, far too late to promulgate
some principle by which she might
reclaim decorum, quit the site

and take her shopping spree ashore
where beach requires nothing more
than Cambrian simplicity,
a loaf of sand, a jug of sea,

and thee – pre-Crusoe non-imposter,
with whom she might then prosper,
while heeding need of hungry heart
(the nemesis of shopper’s cart):

ANGEL IN THE MORNING
By Floriana Hall

My eyes fluttered as they opened
While daybreak slowly burst through
The slits of the slats of the shades.
An uncommon sense of peace and harmony
Prevailed in my docile mind and fragile bones
And I knew an angel was in my midst.
My Guardian Angel who was at my side
Whispered "Be at peace this day,
Come what may, come what may."
An emotional calm overcame my body and soul
And I languished in the tranquility
Stretching it out into moments of reconciliation,
Brotherhood and love.
Like a beacon in the storm
I had no cares or worries or plans,
I was not thinking, just luxuriating in the joy
Of being with my angel.
I know not why this happened
But never question angel rapport
Whether it's morning, noon or night.
If angels come to you, welcome them
Like greeters before church services
Embrace their presence
Their stay will be all day and forever.
FORGIVE
By Rachel Lawrence


I will have the respect you deny me,
And the love you use to bribe me,
And the beauty you think is beyond my reach.

I will burn the ropes that bind me,
And break the sound that silenced me,
And all of those that frightened me.

I will rise beyond my peers,
And rape the men who governed me,
And betray those who defied me.

I will bait you like you tempted me,
And breed the hate that sated me,
And the feelings that enraged me.

I will kill those who made me a victim.
And destroy those who lied to me.
And the words you think should make me feel ashamed.

I could forgive those who hated me.
But never those who tied me.

***
CONFESSIONS OF A WEATHERGIRL
By Jessica Del Balzo


It started at 3:45
this morning. I woke up knowing you were still awake.
I smiled and went back to bed at 4:00,
dreamed about car trouble. (My Ford was reincarnated on Saturday, but
you'd never know
by looking at it)
My alarm went off at 6:00 and I stumbled into today,
almost forgetting to be tired.
You were asleep somewhere. Last night you pulled onto the road
   beside me.
I remember it now. I turned and
you kept going south. I couldn't hear the music
pouring out of your windows because
I was sending out my own set of
   notes
like smoke signals.
I will always know these roads. I have driven on them
at every different hour,
in different kinds of light, through different seasons,
patches of rough weather, warm weather, wet weather,
   dry weather.
These conditions are (always) more long-term than we realize. Even after
the rain stops, or the snow stops, the effects
   remain.
I have been charting things, keeping track
of tides. And the moon too, because maybe it will tell me something
I want to hear.
But when the sun comes out (again) like this and I can taste
   impatience like evening,
it is easy to forget that
it is only when I am sleeping (alone) that
I can really understand you.

THE BUTTERFLY
by Vince Gullaci


Almost in a trance
seamlessly segued
into something else
the caterpillar
doesn't
live and die
but opens it's wings
a butterfly.

Vince is an Aussie poet born in Italy.


Best of LSS Writing School:
Annie Yungmeyer
fifth grade student
at Mission Trail School
Leawood, Kansas
Written for You, Me and Poetry
with Floriana Hall
Inspired by the above painting.


DANCE


Come Waltz with me under the stars
Circling around like Saturn or Mars

Come Tango with me, we'll dance to the beat
All is so simple, just move your feet

Come Meringue with me dancing through life
Make sure all Ballet is graceful and rife

Come Fox Trot with me, we'll swing and we'll sway
Dancing and prancing our own special way

Dancing through life without a care
Life is so soothing when you're always moving

1 2 3, 1 2 3, turning round and round
Can't wait until tomarrow to start again

Take a curtsy and answer with a bow
May I have this dance, dear Dad?